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CHAPTER 14
WHY DIDN'T PAUL REFORM?
Before baptism can be effective, a sinner is called upon to repent.
That repentance is a change of mind which determines a course
of reformation. We can hardly expect that a person deeply entrenched
in sin would be able to recognize each of his sins and make a
complete break from them on short notice, but, given a number
of years for maturing, we would think that reformation should
be accomplished.
We consider Paul as having been a spiritual giant of the most
saintly character, yet toward the end of his career as a preacher
he admitted to being the chief, or foremost, of sinners. Isn't
that disappointing? Why didn't Paul reform?
Perhaps you are thinking that Paul didn't really mean that he
was such a sinner but that he was just exaggerating for the sake
of emphasis. That could be true; however, I think that there is
a richer meaning for us to grasp. I am suggesting that Paul shows
a development of his understanding of the nature of man, of justification,
and of grace. His being Spiritfilled did not rule out his
need for maturing in understanding.
Paul could not forget his past. The painful memory of his violence
and blasphemy against Jesus and his disciples eroded his pride,
which was based upon his claim of righteousness as a Pharisee
boasting of flawless law keeping. Pride does not die easily, but
we see his diminish consistently through three statements of confession.
In one of his earliest epistles, he admitted, "For I am the
least of the apostles, unfit to be called an apostle, because
I persecuted the church of God. But by the grace of God I am what
I am, and his grace toward me was not in vain"(l Cor. 15:9f).
Here he compares himself with the other apostles in their honorable
and distinctive role. Later, in his letter to the Ephesians, he
compares himself with the other disciples rather than the apostles:
"To me, though I am the very least of all the saints, this
grace was given" (Eph. 3:8). More time passes and Paul makes
another comparison, not with the apostles or the saints, but with
the vilest of sinners: "I am the foremost of sinners,"
he confesses, "but I received mercy for this reason, that
in me, as the foremost, Jesus Christ might display his perfect
patience for an example to those who were to believe in him for
eternal life" (l Tim. 1:15f).
Paul did not say "I was the chief of sinners"
but "I am!" Why hadn't Paul reformed? We know
that Paul had changed from his former ways and he was not relying
on grace as a license to continue in sin, but at this point he
better understood the nature of man and justification. Man is
a sinner. He has always been a sinner and will always be one.
Even though he may grow in sanctification, he cannot escape the
fact that he sins. And he has never been able to undo one of his
misdeeds. He has no means of selfredemption. As Jesus had
taught, even though he might own the whole world, he would hold
nothing in his hand with which to buy back, or redeem, his life.
How can man be saved? With man it is impossible, but with God
all things are possible. Will God make this sinner into a sinless
person? Will he, through some sacramental ritual, pour his grace
into a man's soul, thus perfecting him? Is the concept of baptismal
regeneration true that, through sacramental powers in baptism,
the Spirit recreates the sinner into a sinless person? Does the
Spirit work in us to make us into the sinless person that God
would have us to be?
We cannot make ourselves sinless, and God does not do it for us.
Righteousness is never achieved by our efforts or accomplished
in us through God's efforts. Justification is not accomplished
righteousness but imputed righteousness. We are sinners accounted
as righteous. This is grace, not works of achievement or accomplishment
either on our part or on God's part. The greater the sin, the
greater the grace. "The grace of our Lord overflowed for
me." Grace is deeper than the sin of the foremost of sinners!
Paul, the chief of sinners, was chosen that "Jesus Christ
might display his perfect patience for an example to those who
were to believe in him for eternal life." No wonder that
Paul concludes this consideration with a doxology: "To the
King of ages, immortal, invisible, the only God, be honor and
glory for ever and ever. Amen. " (I Tim. I :1 2 1 7)!
Yes, Paul had long since renounced his impious and vicious acts
against Jesus' disciples, but there had been no time in subsequent
years when he could say that he was no longer a sinner. Being
a sinner is of lifelong continuity. No longer did Paul feel
constrained to protect his Pharisaic facade of achieved righteousness.
He could openly confess, "I am the chief of sinners!"
Probably, there has never been a more saintly man than Paul, yet
he was a sinner of a most infamous nature. This reveals the paradox
of justification by grace. God, through Christ, will account a
sinner as righteous when he knows that the righteousness can never
be accomplished in the person.
 
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