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CHAPTER 12
DID TIMOTHY NEED ADMONITION?
Some of our Biblical characters are so idealized that we suspect
nothing less than excellence in their conduct and character. The
young evangelist, Timothy, is held in such high esteem generally
that any unflattering comment about him would seem next to sacrilege.
When we think about his record, however, we become aware of no
heroic deeds or impassioned speeches which distinguish him. No
letter of his is preserved. Yes, he was a true disciple of Jesus
and a devoted companion of Paul. Paul loved him and remembered
his tears. I like to imagine that Paul, as he was regaining consciousness
after his stoning at Lystra, looked up into the faces of disciples
and into the tear-filled eyes of an older teenage boy. He could
never forget that. A strong tie developed, but it seems that the
claim to fame of Timothy was due more to the love and acceptance
that Paul showed than to any meritorious actions of Timothy.
In the two letters that Paul wrote to Timothy, we see loving expressions
such as "my true child in the faith," "my beloved
child," and "I thank God when I remember you in my prayers.
As I remember your tears, I long night and day to see you, that
I may be filled with joy. I am reminded of your sincere faith,
etc. " Yet there is little in the letters that could really
be called praise or commendation for Timothy and his ministry.
When we look with this in mind, we can readily believe that some
of Paul's words go beyond exhortation into admonition with needling
effect.
As he read Paul's numerous warnings about erroneous teachings
in Ephesus, Timothy could have reacted with, "Why is he lecturing
me about these teachings? He knows that I know about them and
have been opposing them all the time I have been here." And
he might have complained inwardly, "There he goes again telling
me all about himself. I have heard him go over every minute detail
of his experiences a hundred times in our travels together."
Paul assured, "If you put these instructions before the brethren,
you will be a good minister..." Why did he not rather write,
"Since you are putting..., you are a good minister"?
Was he chiding Timothy for reticence in speaking out? Based upon
my former notions, I would have expected Paul to laud, "I
praise you for commanding and teaching these things. You are allowing
no one to despise your youth, but you are setting a wonderful
example for the believers in speech, etc. " But rather, Paul
makes these into exhortations or admonitions as though they were
not being done by Timothy.
Isn't there a sting in Paul's next sentences also: "Till
I come, attend to the public reading of scripture, to preaching,
to teaching. Do not neglect the gift you have, which was given
you by prophetic utterance when the elders laid their hands upon
you. Practice these duties, devote yourself to them, so that all
may see your progress. Take heed to yourself and to your teaching;
hold to that, for by so doing you will save both yourself and
your hearers." In these sentences, Paul is not commending
Timothy for his present endeavor in these matters, but he seems
to be admonishing him as though he had become apathetic, sluggish,
and lax.
As though Timothy were inclined toward conceit, controversy, and
riches, Paul warns that he shun all such and aim for higher things.
As though he were flagging in faith and zeal, he is admonished
to fight the good fight of faith, and he is charged to be unstained
and free from reproach as though his conduct were becoming questionable.
Was Timothy becoming so careless as to deserve a warning to "guard
what has been entrusted to you" and "avoid the godless
chatter"? Is it thinkable that Timothy had enrolled in UCLA
(University of Cerinthus of Learned Agnostics) to get his degree
and learn about Gnosticism first hand, and was becoming too intrigued
by some of the Gnostic teachings? Could it be that Timothy was
letting the bodily exercise of sports take too much of his time
and energy?
Timothy's growing apathy and retiring nature might have constrained
his father in the faith to urge, "I remind you to rekindle
the gift of God that is within you...for God did not give us a
spirit of timidity but a spirit of power and love and selfcontrol."
"Do not be ashamed then of testifying to our Lord,"
could hint of reticence to confess Christ to his learned friends.
"Follow the pattern of sound words" and "guard
the truth that has been entrusted to you" are admonitions
more likely given to one who has grown careless about teachings
and is enticed by novel ideas.
"Think over what I say" concerning being strong, enduring
suffering as a soldier, and becoming entangled in civilian pursuits.
Was he vacillating in his commitment and selling real estate on
the side? "Remember." "Remind them" "Do
your best." "Avoid." "Shun youthful passions."
Paul was not commending him for doing these things already.
Again, Paul did not express confidence that Timothy was preaching
the word urgently in season and out of season, convincing, rebuking,
and exhorting with unfailing patience, being always steady and
enduring suffering while doing the work of an evangelist and fulfilling
his ministry. Paul gave him a most solemn charge, not to continue
his exemplary conduct in these areas, but to do them.
You may be protesting that I am just building a prejudicial case
against Timothy. Perhaps so. Even if that is true, you will have
to admit that Paul was rather stingy with is praise and commendation.
If he was warning as an overprotective parent to his son, we must
admit that the middleaged Timothy could easily interpret
much of it as parental nagging. You may now wish to re-read both
letters with these things in mind.
Is this just an effort to debunk a hero? No. Timothy still holds
my admiration. I now think of him as having need of admonition
because of human weakness, and that makes the epistles more applicable
to my vulnerable character. From the above consideration, we may
derive several benefits.
1. We may see the profit in approaching interpretation from other
than traditional viewpoints in order to gain richer meanings.
2. We may better comprehend that even Biblical heroes and spiritual
giants had human weaknesses which also abound the more in us.
3. We may consider that Paul and Timothy were not so totally infatuated
with each other that there were no personal differences between
them to be reckoned with. They, too, had to bear and forbear while
their mutual love and respect kept them bound together.
4. We may be encouraged to work more effectively today with men
who are flawed in their personal attributes by nurturing and cherishing
the love that binds us.
5. We learn that loved ones do not confine their comments to praise
and extolling our virtues. Ministers today must also know that
their conduct will be scrutinized by those dearest to them, and
that loving admonitions from such are worth heeding.
 
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